I ended a 16 month marriage that wasn't working. I was chosen to be a Returning Artists for UCity Schools (a high honor and humbling experience), I faced my fears and pitfalls, examined my relationships and my roles in them.
But by far my biggest achievement; Big Change #1: I turned 50.
I am soooo glad and blessed to be 50. And what a blessing it has been. I believe that's why I have done sooo much introspection. I don't want to continue down the road of people pleasing & negativity. I want to be totally honest with myself & I now have the tools to DEFEND MY HAPPINESS! I have found the courage to use my voice to protect me. I am not as concerned with who will or won't like what I'm saying. I have to learn how to temper it with appropriateness when need be, but for the most part if you step on my toe, you will hear about it.
|Bout to boogie down!|
Anyone who knows us knows how close we are. She is living out her destiny and fulfilling her dreams in SanDiego. I learn so much from her and always have. She is one of the greatest inspirations I have. I love that she is extremely content with her decision, and wait patiently as she grows into her dreams.
I still have alot of work to do, but my world is mine to take, shape and mold. That feels freeing. I'm 50 and free! I feel like I'm in my 20's again, but this time I have the wisdom & clarity that guides my decisions. It feels like the 1st time you do something you have been afraid to try, and all that anticipatory energy has built up and you let go and you don't fall and even if you do SO WHAT!!!!!! It's pretty cool!!
It's my time and I will enjoy it!
Thank you God for blessing me, gifting me and molding me!
by some miracle this is my 50th post?! Hmmmm!?